It is starting to sound more like music than a toddler's noise or a child's banging and how good it feels. For years I have pondered what to do with a silent piano slowly wandering farther and farther out of tune. If one could practise every day for a year, would they be good enough to perform? In public? Scary? The last time was at twenty something and I forgot the memorized music. Fetching it from the floor I began again, finishing fretfully.

What is it about finding the keys correctly and matching them to the black spots on the paper? Why do I freeze up. That doesn't happen when I type. Is it because of the hours and hours of repitition at such a young age? No matter. This 2013 resolution will continue to play until it wears out or I get more comfortable with an old new goal. Do you know a good piano tuner?